It’s happening to us because we are the chosen ones. The strong ones. We have each other to get through the hard times because only we know that our boys are worth it. Its because of us they became great men and even though we can’t see them and they may not seem so great now. We stick it out because we know how special our love for them is. And its not something we give up on without a damn good fight.
I always thought it was me that needed you, but I finally realize that I felt so close to you because I thought you needed me. Now that you are gone finding yourself I only feel proud of you. I am able to live without you. Thank you for letting me feel important all these years,
He leaves for the plane tonight. Tomorrow he will start boot camp. He told me it will never work between us, that we are too different. It was so hard for me to believe, it’s been five years and we are finally parting ways? I don’t want him to go away, but I know this is what is good for him. It will give me time to get over everything and finally start my life without him. I don’t know if I am going to write to him while he is gone. I just want the hurt to go away.